What’s On My Mind on 3-16-16
I want to say that these constant lapses in my schedule are ending soon and that everything will be back on track before you know it. But that wouldn’t be the truth.
Here’s the real deal: something inside of me is broken — has been for a few months now — and it’s not getting fixed. I haven’t been sleeping well and none of my usual sedatives are helping. The ability to enjoy even the most basic of things seems to have been switched off like a light. I feel like I’m drowning in a torrent of troubles and different demands and none of my usual life rafts, be it games, books, movies, walks, or friends, can keep me afloat. I know this isn’t what most people want to hear, but it’s the facts. I can’t even keep to my own schedule most of the time, which doesn’t help matters. At the very least, I want to thank the lot of you for being so patient. I’m sure a lot of you are frustrated with the lack of updates, none more so than me. But please hold on. Hopefully, everything will be resolved soon and things will get back to normal. It’s nothing concrete, but it’s all I’ve got right now. Posted under Announcements |
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